I didn't expect to be so moved by "Paris Je T'Aime". It somehow makes me laugh and cry at the same time. Bizzare, n'est pas? Genius, don't you think?

Quoting Travis: "Life is so confusing, it feels like I'm always losing."

Nah nah nah. An update!



So I was back in Riga for 3 weeks. It started weird - I mean, I loved to see my friends, but all the ex-boyfriend and living-with-my-mom thing was really awkward in the beginning.

But it got better, much better. Although all those 3 weeks I pretty much spent soaked in beer, as well as I almost died after smoking some shit, but it was great. I realized that, well, despite of me disliking living in Riga because of all the grayness and the depressing atmosphere in the country, despite of that, I really love my friends. And, apparently, I have A LOT of them.

And I have the best boys in the world ( noogai, gavrillaz ) who really helped me to get over all the bad things and enjoy my time in Riga.



The New Years' was amazing! Although I really wanted to spend it with my friends in Tallinn, Edinburgh brought almost as much fun. We had some wine before going out, then went to see the amazing fireworks, had our cheer drinks at the foot of the castle and spent all night dancing and doing few illegal things. But it was niiiiiiice.
And I am not ashamed of my drunken I-love-you-so-much chat in the morning, because it just made the New Year's Celebration even better. HA.

( sooooooome pictures (ok, it's image heavy, i couldn't decide which ones to put, there's so many of them )

Anime X-mas Fest was really nice.

But because of the MOST awesome Hetalia cosplay group I now have this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qWp1p1cpE0&feature=related


stuck in my head.



Will post Hetalia's preformances later. ^^ Really, ppl, it was EPIC.

Dear Santa,



I really want, no, need a photo camera.

Except one thing, one stupid thing I did, I am doing ok. Sorry for emo-post yesterday.


Riga is nice, my friends are nice - I really missed them. My cat is awesome. Family is insane, but, well, that's family.

But I want to go back. I want to pack my friends in a suticase, and go back.

On Wednesday, I went to the Finance Center of my Uni to find out whether I can get a loan to pay off my studies. Not only I didn't get one - I was told I have to pay off immediately all the rest of my tution fees (I was told previously I can pay in 3 installments - September 21, November 27, January 28).

After getting slightly hysterical, I called my dad and told him that I need extra 1500GBP (mom and dad JUST sent me 2000GBP).
Dad promised to talk with my mom and find the money, but before that he made me go meditate, haha. His girlfriend is the all spiritual-far-east-magic girl, so they made some kind of circle of meditation where they send me some kind of energy - well, heck, I don't know, but it kinda worked. :D
I got a payment extension the next day (asked my fav professor to help me, and he did!), and my mom found somewhere the money I needed.
I just payed 3233.33GBP to the University. O_O

Also, bought a ticket to Riga for December (07.12.(22:10) - 28.12. (22:35).


I am poor but beautiful.

Remember, remember the fifth of November,
The gunpowder treason and plot,
I know of no reason
Why the gunpowder treason
Should ever be forgot.



Just back from the bonfire night. Hehehe.

You know that after a break-up women usually cut or/and color their hair, as a symbol of new begining or shit. Hell, even my ex-boyfriend shaved both his beard and hair off!

So, to fit the pattern and to engage in this post-break up therapy, I decided to dye my hair. Simple, isn't it?

WELL IT'S NOT! Instead of getting the desired dark violet, my hair is pink now!

As in Shindou Shuichi pink! As Haruno Sakura pink!!!!

Fuck my ass.

I will NEVER get a job with hair like that (although I kinda like it).

Since my journal has been a vicitm of spam-attacks, I am, finally, after thousand years of using LJ, going friends-only. :( Makes me sad, but I can't stand that spam anymore.